Remember this mantra I wrote last year?

“I am aware that I’m stout.
I will begin to exercise and watch my diet.
I will do this for my health.
I will do this for my family.
And so it is!”

So what happened nearly a year after I wrote this? Did I accomplish anything yet? I gain more pounds instead of losing them! The mantra doesn’t seem to work because I don’t exercise and to top it all I don’t watch my diet. And what happened to the “walking” plan I made about two weeks ago? I haven’t started it yet not until I finished this project that’s keeping me busy these days..

Will I be able to give myself a chance while reciting this mantra or a secratatropin hgh will do the work for me? I’m losing patience about this whole plan to trim down. Help!